9/29/2006

Zase odnekud odjezd / Again leaving one place

Last night in Nuremberg. Maybe there are some deeper unconscious reasons behing all this travelling and changing roles for short and long term - will to find "yourself" at one of those moments of change. One Czech actor and author once said "You are right but it sounds stupid."


Posledni noc v Norimberku. Kdovi, jestli tohle vecne cestovani a stridani roli na dlouhou i kratkou dobu neni zpusobeno nejak podvedome - snahou v jednom z tech zlomovych okamziku najit "sama sebe". "Mate pravdu, ale zni to blbe," rekl by k tomu mozna pan Werich.

9/28/2006

Aug-Sep 2006

During so called "clean up project" in which we thrown away content of literally some two hundred of binders Tobias assembled in of the rooms new metal shelfs. Maybe it was a consequence of the nostalgic feeling coming from the last day at work in N., maybe it was a feeling of continuity which emerged as a conseguence of reading even some thirty years old documents coming from the previous company (on which "ruins" the current one was founded). Simply, I took a marker and wrote Tobias's, Nakul's and my name on the bottom side of one of the shelfs and added "Aug-Sep 2006". As far as I know I have never done this before. Here the feeling of nostalgy as well as the fact that the message was hidden play certain role. I just wonder by whom and when the message will be discovered. If ever.


V ramci vyklizeci akce, behem niz jsme v tovarne vyklidili nekolik mistnosti a bez prehaneni vyhazeli obsah mozna dvou set sanonu, Tobias smontoval v jedne mistnosti nekolik plechovych polic. Mozna to bylo nostalgii posledniho pracovniho dne v Norimberku, mozna pocitem jiste kontinuity, ktery se zrodil z prolistovavani i tricet let starych lejster pochazejicich z predchoziho podniku, na jehoz troskach vzniknul ten dnesni. Zkratka jsem vzal fixku a na dolni stranu jedne z polic jsem zvecnil jmeno Tobiase, Nakula a sebe. A pridal k tomu napis Aug-Sep 2006. Pokud si dobre vzpominam, tak jsem se nikdy nikde timto zpusobem nezvecnil - tady hrala zrejme roli jednak ona zminovana nostalgie, jednak skrytost vzkazu. Zajimalo by me, kym a kdy bude ten vzkaz jednoho dne objeven. Zdali.

9/26/2006

Readme

To remember the less intimate thoughts - or "outsource" the memory somewhere. And thus keep some free space in the mind for deeper thoughts.
Share the thoughts with the others in the easiest way available these days (unless you can teach me telepathy).
Force myself to make some order in my thoughts.
To have fun.

Pamatovat si mene intimni myslenky - nebo nekam "outsourcovat" vlastni pamet. A tak si v hlave uchovat misto pro hlubsi myslenky.
Sdilet myslenky s ostanimi v soucasnosti nejjednodussi formou (tedy pokud me nehodlate naucit telepatii).
Donutit se k tomu, abych si v myslenkach udelal poradek.
Bavit se.